Lots of people say if you let someone you really truly love go, they will come back to you after a while if they really do love you in return.

Then again, if they don't love you, they wouldn't come back into your arms to be your lover again.

In my words and to sum it up: I don't know. But I'd still be waiting patiently, arms wide open. Sometimes if you do that... it shows to them that they're welcome back into your arms anytime, because you love them so much that you even go far as to forgive them completely. Even if they wouldn't come back, I'd personally wait, arms wide open... But okay, there are exceptions, like cheaters. I'm glad my May would never cheat on me.

Random thoughts.

I love my May so effin much <3
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'You truly love someone and you let them go, they may come back to you'. <-- I dont believe that anymore......who even made that quote?

I want to disappear forever... maybe it's best I don't turn my computer on anymore and then avoid school. it would be best for everyone if i do that. it's best I'm out of everyone's lives, since all I do is mess it up anyway...

I'll disappear tonight. x_x

I wish I Could turn back time... I would have made myself disappear before I met May so she wouldn't have had to put up with me and be in pain..



I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I PUT EVERYONE IN DANGER, I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I CANT TRUST ANY FUCKNG HUMAN!
I'll never forgive myself again.... I want to disapper forever.... May, all I do is put your life in danger x.x I never brought happiness to you. i never have. im not a good wife/girlfriend/etc. you probably hate me now..i can understand.. i hate myself too...

i love you so much.....

sorry for everything... i put you at risk.. ill never forgive myself... i hate myself.........ill never forgive myself for what i did to you..